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Description I cannot express an adequate amount of any currently existing vocabulary that defines the dissatisfaction of my life and the entirety of the world. I have had a feeling throughout the existence of my conscious life connected to some sort of significant untold desire and responsibility. I have always tried to identify this significance, but it always remains to be the only obstacle capable of evading my intuition. Regardless, I have always attempted to pursue my ambitious pursuits of wanting to make an impact in the world – but there is a substantial problem being great in a world that is indifferent. You are easily castrated from society if you do not assimilate yourself into its pre-defined norms and psychological expectations. Being extremely intelligent, analytic, wise, creative, charismatic, etc only puts you into two realms (from my experiences): Either exploitation by those who have greater resources, or being completely alienated by the general populace. Unless if you hold greater sway in the plutocratic or neptocratic aspects of our global society, it is likely you are with me in the shadows. This has been my greatest trial throughout my life. I have gone through many other painful endeavors, of course, from losing my mother at age 15 to rising and falling more than once in business and political endeavors. Many people compliment me on my past, but for me it is not enough. I feel that every day that I am not making more progress forward to create more resources, more money, more influence – that it is just another day wasted. I feel like there is something coming, which gives this sense of urgency. In my opinion, I think the worst life anyone could live is one where you are awake. You entirely know what the world is, how it is, and why it is. You know that you can make a difference to it all, but you are constrained by measures irrelevant to your capacity to create change. I have had many dreams of precognitive nature, gut feelings and indescribable feelings of just “knowing”, but I have never lacked the humility to say that “I’m psychic” or anything. I simply have taken it as an observer perspective with a grain of salt. I have always known there were others like me out there, but I didn't know where to find them. I think this is probably one of the greatest findings in my life for me. Latest activities
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